Unveiling Me

Well, I just wanted to tell you all that I am starting a new thingy on my other blog, www.thoughtsandlyrics.blogspot.com , using quotes to unveil my deep inner thoughts.

lol. Doesn't that sound rediculous?

Anyways, I shall talk to you all later. Mum is in Hamilton, Ontario for a couple days so I gotta go get supper and such.

Love and Peace
Hannah

Light vs. Dark

We can forgive a child who is afraid of the dark; the real tragedy of life is when men are afraid of the light.
- Plato


This guy was so ahead of his time.
Hannah

Proteines

Well, I got my hair cut today.

It's at my shoulders and a little layered. The lady put this shine serum thingy in it and it is so soft I can't stop stoking my hair.

Ah.

Anyways, after, I went to Merle Norman and got makeup (yay! girlygirl day).

I still have money, so I think I might go for a manicure or something. Who wants to come with?

I am babysitting tonight, after I help mom clean up for supper and eat supper (the Cronin's are coming over). So that means that I will have even more money. (That also means that right now, while I am typing this, I should be printing out my music project pictures so that I won't have to do it tomorrow when I am all stressed out.) I also wanted to pick up my guitar this afternoon too.

Ah.

I went to Ashley's last night. It was loads of fun.

:)

Love and Peace
Hannah

Nose Fountains Surrounded In Chocolate.

Yeah, so everyone has been bugging (***buzzbuzz***) me about not posting, so here I am.

Meagan is over...Kristy is not.

Everyone is sick.

The world is coming to an end.
(and remember, you heard it first from me)

And....

WE ARE GOING TO YOUTH GROUP

woopwoop^^

Love and all that ness
Hannah and Meagan

The sickness has not left....

Yeah so I went to school today but it pretty much sucked because I couldn't really breathe. All in all I think I had a pretty good day, execpt that I couldn't breathe and someone stole my fish. Yeah that's right, someone stole my fish. What kind of a person steals fish???? And I made a new friend (sort of). I knew him in 7th grade cuz we were the oldest beginners in the band. He completely forgot who I was. So anyways he now knows my name and Laurens (we made him write it down and put it up in his locker). The only person I hit today was John and he deserved it. Mind you I dont remember what it was he did but I know it was mean. Anyways I gtg get some meds so I can breathe again (you know you're jealous Hannah). TTFN

Love Always
Meagan

Sickness

Hey Hey! I haven't wroted on here for a long time!! I haven't been home since...Thursday and before that.....Sunday...I think. Anyways I was on the move all week and now I'm sick. Mostly because I never go to bed but anyways, I'm sick. I really was hoping to get out of school but if I don't go to school then I can't go to Moncton. Man, my life sucks. So I had an awesome time at Grace's and only got 3 hours of sleep. So Kaley's sick too. I played DDR for the first time in my llife and sucked at it. I had fun anyway. Anyways I have some french thing that I need to do for tomorrow, that I need to present to the class. In french. I am so screwed. Anyways, TTFN!

Love Always
Meagan

Devos

I think that I will put the previous day's devotions on here.
It's too late tonight, so I'll put tonights on tomorrow night. (Hopefully lol)

Love and Peace
Don't Let The BedBugs Bite
Hannah

Exodus 10

So here are my devotions, once again. Hope you read them
(L)Meagan(L)

Exodus, Chapter 10 February 15, 2006

• The plague of Locusts
• The plague of Darkness

Their Time

• God told Moses that all these plagues were happening so that everyone would know all the amazing things God could do. God told him to go tell Pharaoh that they wanted to go have a festival and if he refused to let them go then Egypt would be plagued with locusts. The locusts would eat up any crops that were left from the hail storm and the Egyptians would all starve (and die). So Pharaoh said they were nuts (for threatening him maybe?) and they were in big trouble. But the man were allowed to leave to worship, but no one else. God did exactly as He said He would. Pharaoh said he was sorry and to please take the locusts away. So Moses did and Pharaoh still wouldn’t let him leave. (All the locusts were blown into the Red Sea by a strong wind).

• For this one God gave no warning. Darkness covered Egypt for 3 days (except for where the Israelites were). Pharaoh said Everybody can go worship your God now!!!![but not your animals]. Wrong answer Pharaoh!!! We need the little animals for the sacrifices. Pharaoh flips out and says he never wants to see Moses ever again (I think he thought he was being selfish). Pharaoh goes If I ever see your ugly face again you’ll DIE!!!! (a little harsh man). Moses is like yeah whatever, I didn’t really like you anyway.

All Time

God is awesome!!! I love Him with all my heart!!!!

My Time

This is actually supposed to be a personal thing but I’ll write something anyway. I really like reading the old testament because it’s just a bunch of old stories. But I have to remember that this actually happened, it’s not just a story. That’s the amazing part. Read this chapter and think of it as if a friend just passed you a note (a very LONG note) retelling their weekend. It’s unbelievable, but so real. Hope you liked it too.

Youth.....(and boys)

So. Best things first (sorry Peter)...

Boys. They're so cute... ahhhh
Yes. Hannah has discovered that she develops crushes quickly and they never want to leave.
I also know (I realized this a long time ago) that I am a terrible person to meet. I am so flustered (yes, that's right), that I forget my name, the date, and anything else that may be important at the time.

Back to YouthGroup.
So it was pretty sweet. I wish Katie hadn't ignored me all night though. It was fun running around and meeting everyone. I'm terrible at meeting new people, because I am a hider. I hide when I see people yet am desperatly wanting to escape and meet them. Argh. I met a bunch of kids though, it was a ball of fun.
The message tonight was a really good one. It was also one of the main themes at Camp Medley last summer. Peter said (or implied, I can't remember his exact words):
God knows that you have thoughts and plans and images in your mind that do not please him. You know that you have these things too. If you truly want to be a Christian and be saved, you should want to rid your mind of these thoughts too. Memory Verses are really important in Christian living. If you know what God wants from you in certain situations before these situations arrive, you can prepare. You can do what God wants you to do. If these verses fill your heart and your mind and your soul, bad thoughts have no room to rest. They struggle for a place in your mind, but if you concentrate on NOT concentrating on them, that makes it worse. God has to be in your heart, so that you don't even have to think about it. If God is truly in you, he will take a stand and protect you from this polluted world. He can, and he will, all you must do is ask.

"If you believe, you will receive whatever you ask for in prayer." (Matthew 21:22)
"For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened." (Matthew 7:8)
[Both NIV]

Well, I may go do devotions and post some of my thoughts on here later.

Love and Peace
Hannah

Devotions

Hey everybody!!!! I got a brilliant plan!!! I'm going to post my devotions on here!!!! YAY!!!! So I'm on Exodus in the NIV and anyone who wants to read along is welcome.

Love Always
Meagan

Exodus, chapter 9 February 14, 2006
~The plague on Livestock
~The plague of Boils
~The plague of Hail

Their Time
God said that if Pharaoh didn’t let the Israelites go then He was going to kill all the livestock in Egypt. But, He would make a distinction between those of Egypt and those of the Israelites so that their animals wouldn’t get hurt. This would happen the next day if Pharaoh refused. Guess what??? Pharaoh refused to let the Israelites go so all of the Egyptian animals were dead. Pharaoh went to go see//made other people go see if any Israelite animals died. Not one had died. (Hahaha in your face Pharaoh!!!)

Moses took ashes from the fireplace and threw it in the air in front of Pharaoh (E GASP!!!) and “festering boils” broke out on the men and animals. Pharaoh is such an idiot that he still wont listen to Moses and Aaron (even though he covered in icky boils).

God told the people of Egypt (through Moses and Aaron) that the only reason why they were still alive was because He chose to let them live so that they might see just how amazing He is and so His “name will be proclaimed across all the earth. He told them He was going to give them the worst hail storm Egypt had ever seen and to all to run for cover immediately. (Half listened half didn’t). God told Moses to stretch out his staff and when he did it started to hail. It killed everything that wasn’t undercover including all of their harvest. It hailed throughout Egypt with the exception of Goshen where the Israelites were.
Pharaoh talked to Aaron and Moses and told them that they could now go to worship God in the desert if only they made the hail stop. Moses told he would make it stop once he was outside of the city. As soon as the hail stopped, Pharaoh seemed to change his mind and made them come back again.


All Time
God is amazing and uses every situation for the good, even though we don’t know it at the time. God is Sovran. (Yay!!!)

My Time
This story taught me to never lose faith because God will always pull you through. He always there, waiting for you with his arms open. It’s you who is refusing to see that. Satan pulls you farther and farther away from those arms. But you are so much stronger. You have so many more people to help you and Jesus, and the holy spirit. You can just walk right back over to those open arms with the right help. Thanks Kandy, for helping me, for everything.

Hearts and Candy and Flowers and Kisses and...

Sometimes (okay, most of the time), they make me sick. I'm really, really, not a touch-y feel-y, lovey-dovey person. But today, it would have been nice.

Ugh.

I gotta go.

L... all that crap

Hannah

Happy Valentine's Day

Hey everybody!!! I got up at 6:30 to write in here and tell you about my other blog that I have with Aaron and Grace!!! Yay!! There's a link to it (under "Meagan's other blog"). You should check it out sometime. I'm going to miss my bus (again) so TTFN!

Love Always
Meagan

Black and Chains

that's all there is these days... black and chains...and fabric sissors that you use to cut paper. (i know that's kind of random, but so is life... and Meagan!)
yeah, that's what i've got to say about life, but i'm also excited that my B-day is comming up in less than a week! (i'd invite you guys, but i don't really know you, and that's just creepy to invite strangers over for a slumber party!) EVERYONE BUY ME A GIFT... or... whatever.
that's all for now!!!
~grace (should i put love? i would hope not!!!)

Amazing violence

OK. I really need to be less violent. From now on I'm not going to be harmful unless provoked. Therefore, it's your own fault if I hurt you. And I'm sorry Jonah, I'll try to get you a brace. Hope you heal up soon.

I'm so excited for next week to come!!! Monday I'm going to Aaron and Grace's house. Tuesday I'm going to Aaron and Grace's house. Wednesday I'm going to youth group and Hannah's going to come with me. Thursday I'm going to sit at home and do nothing (yes!!!) and Friday I'm going to Aaron and Grace's again. Yay!!!! I think I'm going to move into their house since Laurie already adopted me. Yay!!! So did Karen. And Kandy. And Di. Man, my friends' parents all love me and wish I was their child instead//also.

I must skedaddle and continue on with my real life//talk to someone on the phone//start my homework. lol I am such a social butterfly. TTFN!!!

Love Always
Meagan

Death

Death.

I hate death.
I am so upset by it.
And I'm not sure why.

I mean,
dying wouldn't be so bad.
But living through other's deaths, that is.
I can't stand it.

There are no words to discribe
how I feel
when this happens.


Anyways,
on a different note.

How come when you are so incredibly...

Nevermind. Several people would shoot me.
(and now we are back to the subject of death)

Love and Peace
Hannah

My life the Past 2 days

lol I had a surprisingly good day today too. Although it did get off to a bad start (I nearly missed the bus for the 3rd time this week). And had a roten night last night. I was surprised today because I was expecting a very bad day, again. But no, all of my classes we pretty much did nothing except gym where we danced. Even though most of the guys in my class haven't a clue what they're doing, it was fun. My favorite part of the day was when I got to kick Brandon in the shins (twice), snapping Brandon's fingers back and making him go on his knees, snapping Kevin's fingers back and making him scream "Violent Child! Violent child!", and slapping Tyler making him and his possey go "Oh my goodness you are so violent" making me hit them again. Man, I do have issues. Oh well.

Anywho last night at puppets (my favorite contact sport) was very .....emotional. First someone pushed my into the wooden stage and I got a huge splinter. Then they got upset with me because in the first teir of the stage, the other two puppets I'm doing a trio with are a full foot high than me. I had to go get a cusion so i would be a little bit higher. They got mad cuz I left angry//thought I was being immature and storming out of the room. Then when I came back with the cusion, they told me it was taking up too much space so I said "deal with it". Then at the part where I go back to the second teir, I have to stand on a chair so you can see the puppet. There wasn't enough room for 3 chairs (Grace needed one cuz I had one and Arianna thought it was stupid if she was the only one not on a chair) so they took away my chair and made me stand on a cusion with them. Mind you these are ordinary couch cusions. All of them, everyone on the puppet team, was yelling at me that they could only see the eyebrows of my puppet so I needed to raise it higher. I yelled back at all of them that I can't help it if I'm short. So David, who was supposed to be giving constructive criticisum, has just clued into the fact that there is a puppet there that he can't see. He says it once from in front of the stage I need to go higher I say I can't. So he comes back stage and says it. I throw my puppet on the ground, scream at the top of my lungs "I can't help how tall I am David!!!!" . Everyone stops to stare at me. I pick up my puppet and resume the song one by one so does everyone else. The song ends but there's still a lot of tension in the air, so Amanda (our amazing leader who I adore and respect but do not envy) says that we'll have a 5 minute water break (thank you Amanda). I used this opportunity to applogize to David. It really wasn't his fault. I stayed in the prop room the rest of the time with Aaron and David creating the republic. Four people came in and said they wanted me to come back but I simply said "why it's not like you could see me any way".

For the record, I really like my height. I like being short. I do not however being yelled at BECAUSE I'm short. That's just plain stupid. It was a very bad day yesterday.

I spent a half hour on MSN (or monster.com as my father calls it [we don't really know what's wrong with him...]) arguing with Aaron over my applogie to David. That was not fun (and I usually enjoy arguments).

So this morning at break, Lauren and I spent the whole time trying to get that splinter out of my finger. And we got it!!! I put the pin on the outside of my bookbag and then later I stabbed myself with the pin. It bled all over my hands. It was pretty nasty. It was fun grossing Lauren out though with the blood and everything.

Oh another good part of my day today was Lauren wanted a piece of gum and I said she could only have one if I licked it first and she said fine. Stupid move. I licked it and gave it to her and ran to 4th period. She was screaming in the distance. It was beautiful.

Anyways I must go get a life//do something so I can write about it on here. lol TTFN!

Love Always
Meagan

PS: I have a fan club and if you want to join just leave a comment and I'll definatly sign you up.

Those Times

You know those times when you feel like crying, but you're not sure why? It could be a number of things, or a combination of all of them. They could be from pressure (from yourself or someone else), fights, overload, tiredness, exhaustion, mental fatigue...
But you can't cry. You have to keep it together on the outside. You can't let anyone see you in peril, you have to keep up your standard of yourself. Don't say anything, no one can know.
But you can't not cry. Maybe you feel like you haven't de-stressed in a while. Maybe. Maybe. Maybe.
That's such a stupid word.

Well, this is one of those times.

Hannah

Rules

Since Hannah is the administrator for this blog, I have desided that I will enforce my power.

I have one rule as of right now.

RULE #1
No derogatory remarks to be made/posted/implied/mentioned/spoken of on this blog, www.cantplayinmysandbox.blogspot.com. If there is such a remark, the user will be suspended for a reasonable amount of time, and the post(s) will be deleted.

Thank you all for your patience.

Hannah

Catnip

Hey Hey! I've had 5 hours of sleep for the past 2 nights and here it is, 10 o'clock and I'm not tired at all. This morning I couldn't walk strait but that's a different story. So classes are all getting under way now, we're actually getting homework which, apart from faithful PBW, hasn't happened for 2 months now. Let me tell you, it's a real shock to the back to actually have to carry aroung books now. In gym class, which I took so I would be more active, we haven't done anything. I mean we've played "class games" and our class has butchered all of his games (with the exception of "Fishes and Whales"). Gotta love them classics. Life, which finally is getting busier again, is still boring. Although I'm now out every night and day of the week, I'm still bored. Man, can't wait for Ms Mac to load up them assignments so I can stress myself out and do them at the last second again. Holy Catnip I'm weird. I should proabably go to bed before I write something I really regret. Or will regret more than this stuff. TTFN!

Love Always
Meagan

Swiss Ives

That is what I smell like, as I just dropped aroma therapy shower gel all over my sock. It is quite a nice, tasteful sent.

Yay! Me and Kristy both watched Grey's Anatomy. """Whatdididowhatdididowhatdidido""" ((((Hahahaha if you look at that quick it looks like the word ----- nevermind, Katie would ask me what it was, then I would tell her, then she would kill me....))))

That song, Save Your Scissors is STILL in my head.

And no Katie, I still don't have the guts to talk to Ian, you can have him.

But! Jonah talked to me today, so it's all good. AND mum said that I didn't have to go get weighed tonight, so that made me less depressed. I'm going to the gym tonight...if Jodi is perky, I may have to murder her (or at least refuse to do squats).

Well, must move along to other pointless earthly things.

Love and Peace (Something this world has not)
Hannah

Weekends CAN Suck...If you know how to ruin them right....

Yeah, no offence Christina or Meags, but I keep falling asleep because I didn't sleep at all last night. My mother drove me to Moncton today, so I am probably sick from my grandparent's cold. I forgot my math homework at school (shut up, that can so ruin my weekend!). And I really don't think I'm going to be home in time to watch Grey's Anatomy and upload the two CDs Meagan loaned me. This morning I thought I was going to be sick (did Meagan feed me a poison cookie?) and the feeling is still lingering. I forgot to upload one of my new favourite songs onto my iPod (called Save Your Scissors by City and Colour who's real name is Dalas Green who is in the band Alexisonfire. This is his side project.), and I only know two lines of the chorus, and it is driving me crazy! Oh! But I found a not-so-new song that's been on my iPod forever and that I even have digital sheet music for that I just recently discovered to have a really good back-beat and some killer lyrics named Drops of Jupiter by Train.

Anyways, Gotta go help mum with cleaning up from supper (yes, she is talking to me again)...

Love and Peace
Hannah

PS - Katie, man, you can be pretty sappy! :P

PPS - I'm home now. I just wanted to say that I've updated my other two blogs, but most importantly that I have finally gotten that song out of my head. (Well, maybe. I'm listening to it on repeat, so hopefully in a hour or so it will be gone.)
I'm out. See y'all tomorrow. -Hannah

Just avioding my real Life

I'm soo bored of this. I have a million zillion things to do but I'm trying to avoid them at all cost. I haven't talked to Hannah since 11 and I'm really wondering if she's actually coming or not. No one ever tells me anything. I really need to figure out what's going on. And do all my homework as I'm not going to be home for the rest of the weekend. And I need to clean my room if Hannah's coming over. I also need to fill out some of those applications I got the other night, I need a job. No, I need money. But I need to get a job to get money. **Sigh** I'd better get at it if I intend to get anything done. TTFN!

Love Always
Meagan

What do you do when...

-your mother isn't talking to you.
-your father isn't talking to you.
-your sister isn't talking to you.
-your mother desides to talk to you, but it just ends up with her storming off.
-you have no idea what anyone is mad at.
-you feel sick to your stomach, but are afraid to leave your room.
-your house is a war zone...but you are the only enemy.
-you need a shower, but can't stand for more than 5 minutes.
-and you hate baths.
-and you can't leave your room.

I would say sit in front of the computer until it is at least 11 o'clock, call Meagan, tell her about it and how most likely your mother will still not be talking to you this afternoon so you can't go to her house (maybe) and then call Christina and tell her about how you have no drive to her house because your mother still hasn't made up her mind about when she is going to Moncton. Then tell her that she has no gift, because Hannah only has a 20 and a 5 and she hasn't been given allowance so she doesn't have any 10 to give her for her birthday. Also, Hannah is hungry, but cannot leave her room, as she is scared of what her parents may do to her if she leaves her comfort zone.

Man I need a shower and the MagicBag and food.

--- and ---
Hannah

NINJAS 4 LIFE

Hannah and I are now officially Ninjas and we have our own Ninja club. We're also going to do a ninja dance to the Spice Girls. We're going to practice our Ninjaing in the halls at school everyday. And when we study for Science (cuz we both have Mme Laroque), we're going to have to practice then too. We need a banner and a logo. AND and AND a secret handshake too!!!! Oh! This should last for...at least a week! Or more!!!! I think I need a uniform too! lol Must go plan some more!!!TTFN!

Love Always
Meagan

PS: Sorry if this scares you deeply. I am slightly sleep deprived and in need of another cookie.

Excuse Me?

I so ran.

Well, for part of the time.

But I tried.

I currently have, under my bum, a hot magic bag to ease my throbbing muscles, thank-you-very-much. I damn well tried.

That sexy boy :P
Thanks Katie

Love and Peace
Hannah

PS- Don't you just love new crushes?

So....New Semester Anyone?

Yep. So no one has posted here in a while so I thought that I would update y'all a bit.

Hannah's mind is a confused place. Between recooperating from exams, gym class, the gym, dysfunctional families and new crushes, I am exhausted.
Talk about passing out...In math class it was soooo bad. The teacher kept yelling at Amina, and good thing cause I was litterally nodding off. That hasn't happened too much since grade nine science class, eh Meags?

Anyways, yep. That's all I gotta say.
I think I might go with you next Wednesday, Katie. (And no, not just to see him! :P)
Yeah, and Meags, I can't bring myself to post his name here, so ask Katie...She loves spilling secrets!

Love and Peace
eh?
Hannah